braver than before

top ten things i love to do on a quiet day:

• sleep


• lie down, listen to my heartbeat and doze off


• eat any kind of chocolate


• watch DVDs and sleep in the middle of the film


• look at pictures of me and my friends as i reminisce the moments when we took it


• stare out the window


• wait for a phone call or a text message from any of my friends


• stare into nothingness


• walk around, as i try to figure out what i should do


• look at myself in the mirror and admire the person i see there, while drowning in my self assumed perfection

hahaha.could you say i spend my free time on such a productive note?

well, i only do those things when i have nothing to do, except when i'm studying or busy doing a report or paper of some sort.

so i've spent the entire 3 hours here at the school library, taking advantage of our free internet time.

it's thursday!one day away and its gonna be the weekend!i'm super excited because my highschool friend marissa and me are going to watch harry potter 5 and we have no plans whatsoever to cancel our little movie trip because we've waited too long already.

anyway, i need to take a serious breather and rest from any type of extra curricular school activity.i'm sick and tired of doing errands for people and i hate running around from one building to the other just so i could ask some school official to sign papers and stuff.i don't want to follow any more orders.i usually don't let people boss me around, and it's so unlike me to be doing tasks for people, especially people i don't know or give a damn about. i guess it has all been ethics and pure martyrdom that has possessed me to do according to their bidding, but after this week, HELL NO, i'm gonna live my life according to how i want it to be...which means:

• more sleeping hours for me during night time (coz atleast 5 hours of rest every night is a luxury, considering our classes start 7am everyday and i am already a candidate for failure due to absences because of the extreme tardiness i usually have because i wake up late)


• more time for my social life (i barely have time for my friends these days because we're all such busy people and occasional laughs and lunch together are rarely possible)


• more concentration on my school work (above anything else, i am a student and i need to focus on my grades right now, especially that i am in desperate need to prove something to a LOT of people)

so, there...my happiness is basically uber shallow, and provided that i achieve those mentioned above soon, i'm definitely gonna be my normal, wonderful, spunky self.

until next post.ciao!

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