it's hard to keep maintaining a happy face when deep down inside, you're crying for help.it's too damn hard to say you're okay when you're not.it's difficult to comfort a friend when in fact, you're also going through stuff.
i haven't updated for the entire month of september.
it's not that i've been busy.i just seem to lack the motivation to write anything at all, most especially that i've been going through stuff.
sometimes i wish that i would just disappear.
i so want to end the misery that i've been going through for the benefit of those who doesn't seem to care or understand...
i can't help but feel that sometimes, if i were different, would those around me appreciate me better or treat me like they would other people?
who knows?
this could be a suicide note, for all i care, right?
