bitter.

i was browsing through his friendster and i saw their pictures together.

eto lang:

MAGBE-BREAK DIN SILA!X(

ayun lang.

advantage ko ano???

wahahahaha.:)
makikita din niya.:p

di hamak naman noh???!!
gr.

the best performance of our lives...

last Tuesday… …was the last day we’ll ever have to worry about waking up at 5am to catch our 7am class. …was the last time we ever have to endure our unwanted cold baths during the break of dawn. …was the last day we’ll ever have to think about passing the finals in our subjects. …we said goodbye to ALL our usual classroom habits. …we bid farewell to a year of laughter, heart aches and tears. …ended in BLISS. …the last day of our academic torment has finally manifested (albeit temporarily!). …signaled the first day of our sweet, sweet FREEDOM. SUMMER, here we COME!:) at kahit medyo bad trip ang last day dahil sa exam sa history at philo, that wasn’t a hindrance para mag-enjoy kaming lahat sa “last day bash” sa house nila ron.:) as usual, super kain at super inuman at super kwentuhan na napunta sa madamdamin at harapang rebelasyon na hindi ko kinaya!hehehe.joke lang. honestly, i super appreciated that incident sa bahay ni ron. kasi it’s better that we get to express our feelings towards each other in a way na aware yung bawat isa saamin na we are seen like that by one another.gets? and i’m happy that we took the effort of laying out the problems in the open so that once and for all, all the lapses and the shortcomings and the negativities and all that were put to a close before we yet again venture out for another academic year together. kahit hindi kumpleto, at least, we got to express our sides at nagkaalaman na ng bonggang bongga!hehehe.seriously, maganda na open kami sa isa’t isa para sa mas magkaintindihan kami. i love you guys, 2CA1! what separates us from the rest is our uniqueness and mutual respect towards each other despite our diversity of personalities and different cliques!:) message muna sa bawat isang nandun sa party last tuesday: >KAREN- i’m so glad that we got to talk again and whatever we have discussed will be between the two of us.:) hindi ko kinaya yung secret mo!hehehe.okay, *zips my mouth*. i feel like i have understood you better and i hope dumating yung time na as in OKAY na LAHAT. and you know what i mean. sana hindi na awkward na lalapit ako or ikaw para magusap tayong dalawa. “lesson learned? sana hindi tayo nagantayan at sana mas naging sensitive ako…” just remember lahat ng sinabi ko. and sana ma-feel mo na na you are important to someone…you are important to the class…you are important to me. >KIRBY-thank you for initiating the talk between karen and i.if it wasn’t for you, hindi pa sana okay.matatapos ang sophomore year ko ng may sama ng loob sakanya.pero if it wasn’t for your “divine” intervention, we never got to hear each other’s side. uhm, what else? ayon, thank you for just being there beside me—kahit binabara mo ako, inaasar mo ako kung kani-kanino (lalo na dun sa mga taong HINDI ko naman crush, makagawa ka lang ng issue!hmph!), sa mga times na nililibre mo ako ng pamasahe pauwi (ai,oo nga pala, pag kasama lang si jam.hehe), sa mga pagkakataong tinutulungan mo ako sa desisyon ko sa buhay, at LAHAT ng mga times na inisolate kita sa world para i-confide mga bagay-bagay, SALAMAT!:) i’m looking forward to another year of bitchin’ with you!:)hehehe. >LOU-junjun, how is you?:) Uhm.. what can I say?? I feel like saying nothing else.:) kasi I’ll let the closeness we have speak for itself.:Dwell, I just want to say thank you for all the memories nung last sem.:D I’m excited for more laughter and more jokes sa susunod na taon.marami pa tayong bebenggahing prof at tao.:D i never thought nor expected you to be the “lou” I came to know.kasi nga diba, nug freshmen year, tahimik, akala mo kung sinong malinis, pa-virgin pa, hindi nagsasalita…akala ko santo! Aba, aba, aba…nung nagsecond year lang, balasubas na ampotahh??!:) hanep. Hehehehe.:) ayun. Nagumpisa na ang lurlur at lahat ng kababuyan. Ayun, masasabi ko lang na for sure, hahanap-hanapin ko yung mga tawa mo at mga kabastusan mo ngayong bakasyon. May mga times na maiisip na lang kita pag may nakakatawa at for sure, sa pasukan, ikekwento ko sayo!:D I’ll miss you!keep in touch!:) >RAYNETTE- Raynette: “Feeling ko kasi iniwan na ako ng pamilya ko, iniwan na din ako ng ex ko, iniwan na ako ni esfrey…Feeling ko hindi ako mahal ng tao…” Kristianne: “Tumingin ka nga sa palibot mo…” (kasama sa eksena sina celine, kirby, rigel at chai,habang nasa loob yung iba at nagiinuman) Chai: “Eh ano tawag mo saamin???” Raynette: “Pamilya…” Chai: “Eh yun naman pala eh…kaya huwag ka na umiyak…” eto lang masasabi ko…kung iniwan ka na nila lahat, ng lahat ng mga taong akala mong importante ka sakanila, pwes, iwan mo din sila! dahil andito kaming lahat. salamat sa laging pagsabi mo saakin na naaappreciate mo ako, na ang dahilan kung bakit NAPAPLASTIKAN saakin ibang tao ay dahil sa namimisinterpret nila yung pagiging sweet at madaldal ko. ayun,sana huwag kang mahiyang lumapit para humingi ng tulong dahil andito naman ako lagi.:) goodluck sa boylet mo.:D >CELINE-ay, uwi na tayo.hehehe.joke. seryoso, sorry kung ganun nafi-feel mo, kung yung taas kilay moments ko ay misunderstood mo as pagiging galit ko sayo or if parang ayaw kitang pansinin.basta, kaibigan kita at yun ang importante. lagi mo naman akong malalapitan eh.as if may choice ako.hehehe.joke ulit. basta, hindi na kailangan sabihin kung para saan at kung ano sasabihin ko.alam mo nay un (I hope). sana lang, lahat ng sinabi namin sayo, mag-sink in.kasi para sa ikabubuti mo naman din yun eh. >MENG-mariteesss!!!!sayang, di kita nakita umalis nung gabi.hehehe. anyway, ano, salamat dahil sa campaign sa CASA, mas nakilala pa kita.nakuha nating mag-bonding pag walang ginagawa o walang room na mapasukan.salamat kasi dahil sa panunood natin ng pageant ng highschool, nabuo ang katauhan ni MARITESS!!na sobrang napahiya tayo dahil…alam mo nay un.hehehehehehe.:) keep shining!hindi man tayo nanalo sa CASA, panalo pa rin tayo sa puso ng bawat blockmate natin.naxx.:) besides, nagtatrabaho tayo may posisyon man o wala.:D on the bright side, ikaw pa din presidente ng klase next year!:p >KRISTIANNE-hehehehe.ikaw talaga, usyosera ka din ah!:p “o, sige, issue..maglabas ka ng issue o ng sama ng loob…” yess.lakas. “help.fire!” panalo pa rin yung kay vanie…”shet.yung notes ko…” hehehe. pero hindi, totoo sinabi ko sayo.super miss na kita.sana next year magkatabi tayo ulit para manumbalik yung dati nating samahan.yikee.hehehe.huwag ka din mahiyang lumapit kapag may problema o kung gusto mo lang tumawa o magpaka-LOBO ako.:)) labyu niqui.:) >RIGEL-t***ina tsong! ano, okay ka pa???nakailan ka, hayop ka???! hehehehe.:) basag ka na naman kagabi, pare! si ron, lumabas nung nasa loob kayo, tapos sabi kay nico, “pare, malapit na si rigel.countdown…” lakas mo sa inuman, dude! idol!:)) miss na kita!di na tayo nakakapag-bonding!sana maulit next year! >AIKEE-love you kee!salamat ha?sobrang na-touch ako nung sinabi mo saakin nung round ko sa inuman na miss mo ako at okay pala ako sayo!nakakaiyak naman.:) hehehe. ayun, thanks kasi naiintindihan mo ako.thanks kasi andiyan ka lang para batukan ako sa mga kagagahan ko.sabi ko sayo, gagawa ako ng paraan! (lam mo na kung ano yun.) >FAITH-nakuw.salamat sa sandamakmak na alak .the best ka talaga!idol!woot!:p ngayong year, natutuwa ako kasi nung mga times na sumasama ka saamin maglunch, nagse-share ka ng buhay-buhay mo.nakakatuwa lang, kasi ang bait mo pala!hindi ko kaya mga kagagahan mo. oi, may financial problem ba kayo?kasi si faith wala eh.hehehehe >CHANDRA-guestlist sa emba ha?:) cool mo talaga kahit kelan.:)ni minsan wala kang ginawa na hindi ko nagustuhan.sobrang funny mo, sobrang unique…basta keep the spunk.:) lalove.:x >PEN-PEN-the secret is safe with us, don’t worry. smoking isn’t wrong naman diba?hay, never mind them.they’re just jealous. what can i say?basta, whatever your problems are, matatapos din yan. >DARTZ-stay gorgeous! and i’ll keep my promise til the very end.:)i hope we get to be seatmates again para you know, pag quiz.:) i’m looking forward to another year with you!:) hope we’ll get to know each other better. >RON-thanks sa venue!next year ulit!:) take care of dartz.i know you will.:) >DAX-nakailang yow ka?:)hehehe.selemet sa lahat!:)lalove.:x >REVERIE-buddy!miss you!sana bonding tayo minsan.:) (maikli na lan yung sa iba ha?tinatamad na ako ehh..) >KEVIN-the best.may mga hinanakit ka pala ha??:)) ayos.:) >NICO-nakailan si rigel?super basag ba?hehe >COOKAI-i am disappointed.hehehehe.goodluck with jzone!:D >JULIE-got enough sleep na? >NICOLETTE-i’ll miss you over the summer!take care lagi!:) >CARLO-o, sino nanalo sa soccer game nung Tuesday night?hehehe.:)) … and as an epilogue to my previous blog entry, this is a list of the dialogues, memories and unforgettable moments during ca1’s sophomore year… 1. “I sense…” 2. mga latecomers dahil 7am ang klase diba??sino naman gumigising ng madaling araw para pumasok diba?? 3. sir ampil: “hindi ko naman ikayayaman yang 250 na yan, ano???” 4. “once upon a time in ab, when i was still a young girl, still very sexy and full of energy…lalalalalalaaa..” :))—guess who, guys.:) 5. ang walang humpay na picturan! 6. hala, sige, kain… 7. agawan ng recitation points sa natsci 8. ang mga gagong sagot sa marketing at broadcomm.:)) 9. “Kess…sa baba…sa harap…sa pisngi…”:D 10. ang mga green jokes na benta sa lahat. 11. ang cheating arrangement sa mga exams. 12.junjun and chenchen.:) 13. pagshoot ng SIGLO. 14. ang traydor na aircon na minsan below freezing point yata kung lumamig. 15. hiraman ng ballpen. 16.hingian ng papel. 17. magcramming sa mga quiz. 18. ang mga punyetang paper para kay dr. michael anthony “tonton” vasco. 19. yung play sa PETA. 20. the morning before broadquest.super drawing ng pawprint sa mukha.LONG LIVE MAD DOGS. 21. cutting. 22. “asan si raynette???ayun, umiiyak…” 23. ang mga laughtrip na discussion sa English ni ma’am ester (“turr”) cruz 24. ang walang humpay na paniningil sa mga utang sa load ni cookai… “now on its third week…”:)) 25. class conference say m gabigabi, lalo na pag may importanteng agenda. 26. “think of happy places…where children play, and make faces…FABER CASTELL! Let the pictures come to life…”:) 27. kilig moments nung blockmate namin si Andrei.o, yung mga may crush sakanya diyan…magparamdam na. 28.ang lecheng debate (di-beyt) 29. ang boses ni tere na nagfa-falsetto.(kyuut) 30. “watchanananana..watchanananana… watchanananana…nanaaa…”:) *peace 31. tawanan moments pag walang magawa…lahat na inookray! 32. paggawa ng instructional video… “hiphop ampota!!!” 33. matulog pag subject ni ma’am domingo sa RC.leche naman kasi, ang aga aga, andaming sinasabi…super text heavy pa ng powerpoint!hahahaha 34. kariman.:) 35.kirei ng bayan.:) 36. ang patagong pagcharge ng cellphone dahil sa bawal na. 37. ang lantarang pagtetext.kahit prof, hindi na sinasanto!!! 38. “wala kasi kaming financial problem ehh!!”-faith (I’m so sorry, kasi kami meron diba??):)) 39. bastusan na patagong paglabas ng room pag boring ang asignatura.naku, lalo na pag philo at theo! 40. “asan si sheena???ayun, nagka-canvass…” 41. ang pangaasar ni pacific at pagdinig sa mga sexual stuff na lumalabas sa bibig niya. 42. ang mga lesser schools, according sa standards ni sir vasco!:p 43. “may QUEZ ba tayo sa PHELEPEN rebolusyon??” (ah oo, tapos ididiscuss niya yung gold ornaments…yung,ornaments na gold…kasi sa JERUSALEM pinanganak si RIZAL ehh)*hala.sige.ipilit ba??? 44. ang mga kontrobersyal na issue ni Kirby sa mga blog niya. 45. ang pagtambay sa library dahil wala kaming choice, kasi deadline na ng paper kinabukasan. 46. lurlur.:D 47. ang pagcocomment sa multiply na mala-ym na ngayon!:)) 48. ang pagrereport na minsan nilalayasan naming mga pasaway.:D 49. “HYOOK…”-mafe.:D 50. pag walang pasok.:) 51. ang mga lalake ni sheena. 52. optical illusion. 53. mga kabado moments pag nagrerelease ng results, mapa-quiz man o exam. 54. si ian pag walang baon.:D *peace 55. pangaasar na gay kay carlo. 56. ang bastos na bunganga ni lou.:D 57. ang non-existent laugh ni darrett.:D 58. ang award winning clap ni jhong na ginagaya ng lahat. 59. ang pagpuna sa malaking pwet ni john.:D c/o of papa ito ha?:D 60. si ms.co.:D 61. ang pagpasok ng room na malinis pa at ang paglabas nito ng madumi na.:) 62. ang taray moments ni ma’am cielo.:D 63. “tss…tsssssssssss…krkkrkr…ts…ts…kk. Tsss..krkr…”-ma’am cely na nagtuturo ng RANGE.:D 64. si me-ann na parang laging naka-ipod o mp3.:) 65. si jonash na batuhan din ng pangaasar.:D 66. kilig moments ng bayan kay papa kebs.:D 67. room 113.:D 68. ang pagtulog sa gitna ng discussion kahit na sagana na sa tulog the previous night.:D 69. prof: "please stand up for the prayer..." (*oh, colet, stand up daw...*) -sino na nga ba yung pasaway na nagsabi nito??) 70. "has your paper reached VASCORIFIC proportions yet?"-KIRBY **more to follow.inaantok kasi ako.guys, if you want, suggest kayo ng mga kalokohan at mga makukulit na moments dito..para masaya…post niyo sa comments..**

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and just like real actors and the whole production staff of an entire theater performance, we wrap up this season's blockbuster hit and we all take a bow as the curtains close.we are yet to prepare once more for another stupendous production...

time DOES fly when you're having fun...

i witnessed the baccalaureate mass for the batch 2008 graduates of our school. it was so so emotional!:' )

at take note, ang ganda ng fireworks! halos 20 or 30 minutes yata yun plus may mga sinisindihan pa sila while the seniors were doing their rite of exit.

all of a sudden, i felt a certain pang of loneliness and sadness kasi in 2 years ganun din mangyayari sa batch namin...

ang sad diba?

tapos maliligo din kami sa fountain...for sure hindi mawawala ang mga camera ng mga kaklase ko...definitely pasaway pa rin kami to the very end dahil yung mga mabo-bore sa mass, lalabas para magyosi o kumain (tama ba guys?)...may iba samin na magkukulitan pa rin at tatawa pag may nakitang kapintas-pintas na taga ibang college...may ibang MATUTULOG dahil ang boring talaga...

ito yung mga sandaling mamimiss ko IF and WHEN we graduate...yung mga random moments na mapapaisip kami sa mga requirements...yung mga pagkakataong sabay sabay kaming kakain sa labas...ang walang katapusang tawanan at kwentuhan...ang mga pamimintas sa mga eklat na prof..."sharing" ng blessings pag exams...agawan ng recitation points sa natsci...pag-cut ng klase pag hindi trip yung subject o pag hindi lang gusto pumasok...yung parties sa bahay ni ron...pag dagdag ng mga vandals sa armchair...ang mga jokes ng isa't isa...

basta, MARAMI pang iba...

eto nga oh, malapit na naman ang summer...ibig sabihin, in 2 months...third year na kami...bale less than a year and a half na lang, totoo na ito...4th year na ako...

marami pang ibang factors ang mamimiss ko pag grumaduate na din ako...

for sure, yung mga tao na naging parte ng buhay ko lalo na yung mga blokmates and friends ko sa ibang majors who came to mean something to me, SOBRANG mamimiss ko to the highest level...yung mga pagkakataong may allowance ako...at akalain mo nga naman, at maniwala ka man o hindi, mamimiss ko din ang magaral...

for sure, yun ang hahanap-hanapin ko...masanay ka ba namang mag-cram ng papers at mag last minute review para sa mga exams for almost all your life diba???malamang, hahanapin at hahanapin mo yung ganun...

pag summer nga, o pag sembreak o christmas break, laging ko iniisip na sana may ginagawa akong paper o di naman kaya sana may pinagkakaabalahan akong libro...iniisip ko yung mga ganun...pag tahimik ako, iniisip ko, "pag kasama ko kaya sina sheena ngayon, ano pinaguusapan namin?" o "ay, for sure, benta kay lou at kirby ang joke na 'to..."

kung dalawang buwan lang na hindi ko kasama mga blockmates ko, sobrang dead air na, how much more pag tapos na kami magaral at bibihira na lang pwedeng magkita??

kaya nga ngayon, lulubusin ko na ang bawat araw na meron ako habang estudyante pa ako...
i wouldn't want to start regretting all over again, because that was something that i don't want to experiene anymore, after realizing that i could've done so much better during highschool...

kasi honestly, sobrang nag-eenjoy ako sa college.

pano ba yan 2CA1, we say goodbye to our second year together...we say goodbye to our subjects nitong year na 'to...we say goodbye to the places where we've eaten together (pinakamabenta sa lahat ang JOLLIBEE, MINI STOP, 7-ELEVEN,MABSY, THE PIT,LOPEZ, OP, CARPARK at ang pinaka bagong COPY SHOP)...we say goodbye to waking up at 4 or 5 in the morning to catch our 7am class...we say goodbye to our room (kasi baka next year mag-migrate na tayo sa second floor or sa ibang room)...we say goodbye to a lot of things, but there's one thing we wouldn't be saying goodbye to...

and that's the memories we've shared for the last 2 years...

hinding hindi mapapalitan yung victories natin sa MARK STRAT at sa BROADQUEST (WOOHOO!:) production house of the year lang naman, at most original..ahem, ahem...)...hindi mapapalitan yung mga pagkakataon na wala tayong tulog lahat dahil sa punyetang paper sa philo...hindi matatawaran yung mga pang-ookray sa QUEZ at sa PHELEPENS ni ma'am *****...hindi ipagpapalit yung mga times na gumawa tayo ng commercial at instructional video sa CA...yung mga times na tumatawa tayo sa accent ni ma'am ******...

i'm pretty sure habang binabasa mo 'to (lalo na pag ca1 ka), you'll agree with me when i say na sa sobrang dami ng memories, mahirap i-reminisce lahat...

my second year as a college student came to mean so much to me because this was when i really got to be myself and this was when i got to know my blockmates more and when i realized they had these layers that i am yet to discover...

emotional, oo...hindi mo ako masisisi kung ganun..dahil mahal ko ang mga taong 'to...hindi ko sila makakalimutan kahit man grumaduate na kami or kahit man mag-shift o lumipat ako ng ibang university...

dahil tumatak na sa puso ko ang UST...ang AB...ang CA...ang room 113...at lahat ng taga-CA1...

blockmates, i love you all to bits...kung may mga pagkakataong mahirap unawain ang isa't isa or kahit minsan may mga pagkukulang o hindi pagkakaintindihan, PASENSYA na...

despite all these, i love you all...and i say this with all honesty and sincerity...kung i mean this in a plastic way, mamatay na sana ako ngayon din.as in NOW NA...

faith.dax.penpen.jamee.angie.dartz.ron.vanie.kristianne.carlo.ian.john.nico.mean.meng.tere.
chandra.colet.aikee.revs.chai.celine.tart.julie.karen.papa.esfrey.kevin.rigel.kirby.raynette.cookai.
sheena.mafe.zhari.jhong.lou.jonash.ginela.

not just until 2010, but FOREVER.:)

sana pag nag rite of exit tayo sa march 2010, sana lahat tayo andun...walang malalaglag ha?kaya natin 'to...

i love you guys.hindi matatawaran ng pera, kapangyarihan o pag-ibig ang pagsasama nating lahat...

damay-damay na...hanggang sa huli...:) sa loob man o sa labas ng ust...:)

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o siya, tama na muna ang drama..may dalawang araw pa tayo ng pagdurusa...sulitin na natin ang 2 days...review na ako sa natsci ha?:)) (yeah right)

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twilight thoughts...

the finals is less than 6 hours away, yet here i am, still uber brave to browse around multiply and communicate via text with edz.hahahaha.:) it's not that i don't care, but i just seem to slack off BIG TIME lately. but don't worry, i'm gonna study again in a while (like i have been doing for almost 3 hours now).

i'm not gonna sleep.i swear.it's not like i'm not used to NOT getting any sleep at all.infact, i still have a huge hang over after that horrific VASCORRIFFIC paper in philo.:) hahaha.:) i'm just letting myself get used to getting NO sleep at all.hey, that's what's gonna happen for the next two more years, right??

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anyway...

i've been thinking.although i wouldn't want to disclose what and who i've been thinking about.wala lang..andami na kasing speculations and i wouldn't want to add up to other people's dirty minds. no way!

it's not that what i feel is important.lagi namang hindi eh.don't worry, sanay na sanay na ako.

blurt it out loud!tell the rest of the world!scream it at the top of your lungs!

i don't give a damn! it's up to the rest of the world whether they'll believe you or not.

hayy.i'm so bitter again on a thursday morning.

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i've drank 2 mugs of coffee.wow.surprising na hindi pa ako inaantok, eh the last time, 3 yung ininom ko to stay awake.:)) oh well.sanay na nga, gaya ng sinabi ko.

pero you know what??i think my being too much of a coffee addict has already started to take its toll on me.i'm experiencing short term memory na.like for instance, i was memorizing something a while ago, then i just got my phone to answer a text message, then when i went back to studying, i completely forgot what i was studying!as in my mind went totally blank!

grabe.19 pa lang ako sa lagay na to ha?i've got so many more years to go--which means more sleepless nights and more coffee sessions to go.oh no.what lies ahead of me kung ngayon pa lang i'm experiencing short term memory na???eff.

:)) madaldal talaga ako pag madaling araw.ask my bestfriend.alam niya to.i mean, madaldal ako than the usual pag ganitong oras.pero mamaya niyan, for sure, BIYERNES SANTO ako lalo na when 10am kicks in.patay.i need to review pa sa stat.

kitam.daldal noh??grr.

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hmm...i'm hungry.konting oras na lang breakfast na.aantayin ko pa ba?or should i go get some now?:)) whew,daldal talaga.

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hoy kirby!!!! akala ko ba may issue ako?eh nung binasa ko yung blog mo kanina wala naman ako dun!!gusto ko rin pagusapan.hahahahaha.

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may hindi pa ako nakwento.

a few weeks ago,while i was on my way home, i heard this girl tell her companion, "ano ba yan, pati ba naman puslitan at nakawan ng kaibigan, uso na rin ngayon..."

and i was like, "yuhh.so true..."

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in other news...

hmm...i was people watching the other day and i saw the cutest scene there was!:)

there were these two children (who were really cute) that bought some ice cream.the little girl acidentally dropped hers on the first lick, and her brother was like, "you take mine na lang.i'll go tell mommy you dropped yours so she can give me money to buy another one..."

aww.

cute huh??:)

that's one thing with little children..they always look after their own kind, especially when they're aware that one of their own was (literally and non-literally) wounded.

sana everyone is like that forever diba?

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i've been reading this novel entitled "maybe a miracle" by brian strause for almost 3 weeks now.i never got to finish it yet kasi andami ginagawa.

it's really nice.it's about an adolescent young boy who was relating the vegetative (comatose) condition of his little sister who accidentally bumped her head in the diving board of their pool.

basta, to make it short, annika (the sister) has been manifesting signs of stigmata and everyone was thinking what a miracle child she was and she was been feasted upon by the media and everyone who knows about her story.the worse thing is, even her own mom was alleviating her into virtual sainthood beasue of that.

her mom meant well, i'm sure, pero i am given the impression na ginagamit siya as a commodity, a publicity stunt to encourage people tp believe in God again.

i'm not yet done with it, as i have said,pero being the spoiler freak that i am, i browsed the last part and it was a touching ending.annika woke up from her coma, ofcourse, and she was a teenager na sa last part.

she and her brother monroe were talking.they're really close, by the way, eversince mga bata pa sila.and annika mentioned na she was being talked into having sex by her boyfriend and she was asking monroe what he thinks about it.

the sweet and touhing brotherly reply was...

"the thing about sex that it is great.it's like the most amazing thing ever.you know, as long as you do it with someone you really care about.and who cares about you.that's the most important part..."

they talk more after.but when annika asks if he was trying to gross her out, he said...

"annika, forget that whole conversation,okay?i don't know what i'm talking about.but i do know that i love you and that's never gonna change.no matter what you do, i'll always be on your side.you're stuck with me no matter what..."

"promise?", annika says.

he hugged her, saying, "you know, if you need me..."

"not if", she says.."when.maybe someday i'll be there for you too, you know.like save your life or something..."

monroe says..."you already have..."

and the entire ending is an implication in itself.annika was a teenager na eh, so she was driving her own car and stuff..and her brother felt na as she drove away, she's no longer entirely his to take care of.

aww.:)

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stay inspired everyone!gotta study na.totoo na to.:)

hanga ako sainyo!:)

it's almost 2 am and marami pa rin ang gising.:)

i admire you blockmates! matira nga ang matibay sa paggawa ng term paper sa philo!:) konting tiis na lang, pwede na tayong magparty!:)

loveyou guys.see you later!:)