finally.:)

after waiting for so long, i finally got to watch the movie of the book of my obsession--TWILIGHT.duh?

anyway, saw it just over a few hours ago with my lovely agnesian BFFs.super funn day, but will post the pix next time and will write my own blog soon.i'm super tired and sleepy.:)

i have A LOT to say about the movie.:)period.but you will just have to wait for the full-length commentary which i will post soon.:)

:)

after midnight.

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i'd give my heart away if you don't want it.


wala lang.it's been a while since i posted something, figured this little random thought won't hurt.
fakk.twilight.twilight.twilight.
come on 29th.

share ko lang...

i wanna laugh out loud so much.:)) nasa popular tags ako.:)) that's soo funny.:)) akalain mo nga naman.:))

thank you to jesselie dahil sa picture ko with our beloved mcc behind me.:))

i miss 3ca1 and locohan productions.:))

from ate nixee.:D

1. history of your password:
-- someone i used to love.:D

2. last text message received:
-- from theza.:D

3. last time you cried:
-- a week ago.

4. Age you want to get married:
-- now na.:)) kidding.:) uhm, 23?haha

5. Current feeling:
-- bummed

FIVE HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. gone on a date:
-- yuhh

2. kissed someone & regretted it:
-- never.

3. lost someone special:
-- oui.

4. been depressed:
-- oui.

5. been drunk and threw up:
-- not lately.

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend:
-- oui.

2. Laughed until you cried:
-- oui.

3. Met someone who changed your
life:
-- i can't say if he changed my life though.

4. Found out who your true friends
are:
-- oh yeah.

5. Is there something you want to tell
someone:
-- oui.here goes: "damn you."

6. How many kids do you want to
have:
-- twins!siguro mga 3 or four.

7. do you have any pets:
-- oui.

8. Do you wanna change your name :
-- sometimes i do.but i love my name.:D

9. What did you do yesterday:
-- slept, went to school for sociocomm finals and...nambengga ng babae.:) diba groupmates?:D

10. Last time you had pizza:
-- over a month ago?

11. What time did you wake up today:
--12.30!!:))

12. What were you doing at 10:30 p.m.:
-- sleeping.:)

14. What is one thing you wish you
could change about your life?
-- uhm...the part where i am messed up with decision making.:p

15. What are you listening to right
now?
-- nothing.

16. Most visited webpage:
-- Multiply!!! and friendster. also E-leap.haha

17. What made you sad?
-- hahahahaha.:)

18. What made you happy?
-- lots of stuff.

19. Who are with you right now?
-- kuya.

20. Stupidest thing ever done last
week?
-- secret.

21. What kind of first impression do you think people say when they first see you?
*** lahat ng negatives--atribida, mataray, maarte, bossy...high maintenance...

22. What's one thing you like to do alone?
*** daydream.

23. What is your favorite line to say
when you're drunk??
*** basta i'm friends with paris hilton.enough said.:))

24. How many drinks do u need before u
get tipsy?
*** i dunno.i don't keep count eh.

25. Do you know d longest word?
*** oui! pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.:) tama ba?

26. What kind of books do you like to
read?
*** all types.reading is love.

27. Do you think you're cute?
*** hahaha.:) i think i am.:)

28. Do you have a problem changing
clothes in front of your friends?
*** hahahaha.:) ftw.:p it depends kung sinong friends yan.:p

29. What do you eat when you raid the
fridge at night?
*** depende.

30. Describe your bed?
*** haha.stuffed with pillows and a bear.

31. spontaneous or planned?
*** spontaneous.:D when it's planned sometimes nakakadisappoint eh.

32. Do you know how to play poker?
*** no.yuhh, loser me.

33. What do you carry with you at all
time?
*** my bag full of essentials.

34. What do you miss most about being a
kid?
*** being spoiled.

35. have you ever been in a play?
*** oui oui!

36. Do you like yourself and believe in
yourself?
*** more than the usual.:D

37. Do you consider yourself to be a
nice person?
*** oui, most of the time.

38. What's one thing you wish you
could do but can't?
*** shut up during the right moment.

39. Where is your ideal wedding
location?
***ooh...somewhere in the bahamas.or in prague.:)

40. What is one instrument you wish you
could play or Play Well
*** the piano and violin.:D

NAMES.

got this from bebe JOYCE.xD

1.YOUR REAL NAME:
- Frances Carleen E. Ogilvie

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of your first name plus izzle):
- Fraizzle (ftw?)

3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal):
- Baby Blue Dolphin.:)) CUTE.

4.YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:(your middle name and street you live on)
- Evangelista Lourdes (hahahaha.)

5.YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
- Ogifa (pota.)

6.YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink):
- Pink Tequila (cute.:D)

7.YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your Last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of your dads name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms first name)
- Riovnty (WTF?)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (parent's middle names before marriage)
- Coronado Evangelista. (wow.suspicious.)

9.YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets):
- Black Princess (uy.pwede.)

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1:20a.m.

'i love you' seems inadequate.

but why am i still up at this hour and waiting for you to update me about what's going on with your life while you're almost half the country away from me?

i feel insane, trying hard not peek at my cellphone in hopes that you will text me in a minute or two.i am sick of pretending you don't exist.i am sick of lying to myself and tired of convincing my heart that it's not you who dwells in it any longer.

because the truth is, you're still here.

high school was the time when i felt the most immature.probably, what we've been through was all just a faux and unrealistic.

i was stupid...careless...irresponsible...

but you have to admit...so were you.

'i miss you' is too much.

i swear, if i wasn't as stubborn as i am, i am gonna call you right this minute and ask you what the eff is up and why are you doing this to me?

you said sorry, i know...but it's not enough.

you flirt like we have still have something. you text me "be safe" as if you really mean it and as if you really care whether i am protected or not.

should i believe you?

to be honest, i don't know what to believe anymore.not when all i've been hearing are lies...and i was soo used to your deception back in the day.

'i hate you' is a lie.

although i was hurt...and you've proven something to GoD only knows what, i can't deny the fact that i can't hate you for what you've done.

i hate it when you're right.

i can't hate you when you've only tried to reach out to me before.

i hate you because i hate myself when i see something in you that i hate about me.

'i'm sorry' is rare.

can you make me believe that you really regret what you did?how can you convince me that you are sorry for all the times you left me wanting and hoping?

i am not demanding for a public apology, just a sincere 'sorry' is enough.

'i'm here' is sh*t.

i never felt your presence.

not now, not before, not ever.

the best kind of stress...

there are 10 things i realized in being the director for our last (huw!) production, "E-Go!: Entrepreneurs on the GO!", a business show:

1. it is SUCH a great feeling to hear your production team calling and addressing you "direk" most of the time.:)

2. it is exhilarating to be in control and kinda stressful, too because your decisions can make or break your team.

3. it is soo much fun to do a restaurant review, especially if you're friends with the owner's daughter.you get to experience it in a whole new level, get as many takes as you want and the best of all--you get to have FREE food.:) (for the NTH time, thank you very much tita marina and maggie!:)) especially maggie. without her friendship, we wouldn't have made it there in makati.i love you.:>)

4.you have perks and privileges as director.you can say your thoughts without having to worry about contradictions. (right, meng?mela?chi?jesselie?owens?hahahaha.)

5. it is hard to decide on everything sometimes.:(

6. the minimum amount of sleep you get to have is atleast 2 hours.(beyond that is considered terribly lucky.)

7. it is nerve-wracking to await judgement day.(aka, the live air of your production.) not only do you get paranoid about stuff, you are also pressured because it's the last straw.people are expecting, i know.

8. the things you can come up with in just a week can get pretty exciting and great too.

9. it's uber fun to transfer from one location to another. (just yesterday, we travelled from ust to makati, then to makati to san juan then, i travelled from san juan to buendia.:s)

10. you can get broke.saving your allowance for almost 3months is inutile.when you're a director, you have to shell out your own money sometimes.

well, whatever.:) i don't really care about the money (i do spit on it, after all...hahaha, kidding!) because as long as i know i am trusted, it is worth more than anything in the whole world.:)

there are still TONS to be done before thursday.and honestly, i'm scared.but as long as i know i have all my groupmates to back me up and that they are all willing to help me out, i am more than grateful.:)

pray for the success of E-Go! everyone!:) like i always say, the main thing is doing a good job for the greater glory of God's name, being nominated for CATv is just the icing on the cake.but definitely loads better, that's for sure.:)

enjoy the evening everyone!:)