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Saturday, May 31, 2008

a blog for no one

just when i thought i would never let myself fall for the wrong person ever again and no longer create the same mistake of blindly giving away what i feel for the most clueless person on earth, he suddenly comes into the picture and makes me ruin my vows.

however, he doesn't seem to be aware of the effect of his magic upon me.

when i think about it, he and my past are complete parallels--they are people who are effortlessly charming; guys who are in denial that they make girls go weak upon their knees; they are the type of good looking guys who doubt the charms given to them by a very generous god...

guys who happen to be occupying a rather spacious spot in my poor little heart.

this is a story of a girl...and how a special friend made her forget her tremulous past.
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she was an ice princess--a bitter mortal who only held on to her pride and silver cell phone inorder to make herself feel less alone and more secure...to alleviate what she calls her self-proclaimed dominance.

she never believed in her own weakness, let alone showed it--she always she knew she was more superior than the rest, that those who surrounded her were nothing but commoners and her lowly subjects. she was someone who rode on a high horse as she looked down disgustingly upon what she considered the untouchables. for the ice princess, everyone was naught but a piece of garbage-their grievances were insignificant and they were eyesores to her kingdom.

just as anyone from royalty would do, she disliked to be told who she was and what she should be.because for the ice princess, she was always the one who tells them who she was. she easily bit off anyone of unimportance to her own little world, whether it be the duchesses, the countesses, marchionesses or the ladies of the court.

she didn't even believe that love existed.she was brought up in an environment were duty to one's country is nobler than letting your heart decide for you. yes, everyone thought she was nothing but a heartless, domineering bitch...

however, prince charming came one day to visit the ice princess' domain. at first, she was in utter denial of how she saw the dashing young man. she would lie to herself if she didn't admit that she was drawn to him; that he was someone special. the ice princess abhors pretensions...so grudgingly, she confessed that it was love at first sight.

without her full knowledge, the ice princess was slowly letting her guard down every time she was in the presence of prince charming. there had been times that she actually laughed that brought color to her cheeks and life in her eyes. all of a sudden, she was loosening up.this gave her the illusion that there might be something called love after all.

and then, the court jester came one day to bear a terrible news to the ice princess. it turns out that prince charming is in love with a shepherd's daughter. appalled by this news, and the truth that the prince only toyed with her emotions, the ice princess returned to being someone who everybody hated--the princess with the in-born superiority complex.

she wanted to have the girl's head so that she can have the prince to herself...after all, she was powerful...her king father always gave her what she wanted.

but fortune seemed to be nowhere near the ice princess' introverted plane.she also had the misfortune of finding out that her king father is losing his kingdom because of insufficiency of funds.that's why he had to send her away--to their relatives in an unknown, and strange country.

the ice princess seethed in pure anger.she felt that her life was falling apart!

when she got to her relatives, she wasn't treated like a princess anymore.no one did what she told them to anymore...those who surrounded her in her new kingdom didn't tremble and apologize at her feet when she was unsatisfied...they didn't fear her eyebrow-raising moments nor did they tolerate her quicksilver moods.

there, she had a different life. slowly, she was becoming more aware of the real world.

and then just when she thought it was the end of her belief in the so-called love, a commoner, aka, a guy she wouldn't have given a shit about when she was still in the palace, came into the picture.

he was like any of the people who worked for her and her domain:simple...at times, irritating...but naturally good looking.

they became friends...much to the unawareness of the ice princess.

she started to forget about the effing prince and she was starting to fall for this unbelievably ordinary person.

he was witty...he made her feel like she's of use...made her feel that she was smarter beyond her own capacity...

with him, she found out that she was an evil person and that she was ready to renew herself.

all for the glory of his affections.

slowly, the ice princess' heartless exterior is melting because of this lovely commoner.

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this is not a biography, and neither is it a work of fiction. but one thing is for sure:

the ice princess is no more.

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