twilight thoughts...

the finals is less than 6 hours away, yet here i am, still uber brave to browse around multiply and communicate via text with edz.hahahaha.:) it's not that i don't care, but i just seem to slack off BIG TIME lately. but don't worry, i'm gonna study again in a while (like i have been doing for almost 3 hours now).

i'm not gonna sleep.i swear.it's not like i'm not used to NOT getting any sleep at all.infact, i still have a huge hang over after that horrific VASCORRIFFIC paper in philo.:) hahaha.:) i'm just letting myself get used to getting NO sleep at all.hey, that's what's gonna happen for the next two more years, right??

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anyway...

i've been thinking.although i wouldn't want to disclose what and who i've been thinking about.wala lang..andami na kasing speculations and i wouldn't want to add up to other people's dirty minds. no way!

it's not that what i feel is important.lagi namang hindi eh.don't worry, sanay na sanay na ako.

blurt it out loud!tell the rest of the world!scream it at the top of your lungs!

i don't give a damn! it's up to the rest of the world whether they'll believe you or not.

hayy.i'm so bitter again on a thursday morning.

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i've drank 2 mugs of coffee.wow.surprising na hindi pa ako inaantok, eh the last time, 3 yung ininom ko to stay awake.:)) oh well.sanay na nga, gaya ng sinabi ko.

pero you know what??i think my being too much of a coffee addict has already started to take its toll on me.i'm experiencing short term memory na.like for instance, i was memorizing something a while ago, then i just got my phone to answer a text message, then when i went back to studying, i completely forgot what i was studying!as in my mind went totally blank!

grabe.19 pa lang ako sa lagay na to ha?i've got so many more years to go--which means more sleepless nights and more coffee sessions to go.oh no.what lies ahead of me kung ngayon pa lang i'm experiencing short term memory na???eff.

:)) madaldal talaga ako pag madaling araw.ask my bestfriend.alam niya to.i mean, madaldal ako than the usual pag ganitong oras.pero mamaya niyan, for sure, BIYERNES SANTO ako lalo na when 10am kicks in.patay.i need to review pa sa stat.

kitam.daldal noh??grr.

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hmm...i'm hungry.konting oras na lang breakfast na.aantayin ko pa ba?or should i go get some now?:)) whew,daldal talaga.

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hoy kirby!!!! akala ko ba may issue ako?eh nung binasa ko yung blog mo kanina wala naman ako dun!!gusto ko rin pagusapan.hahahahaha.

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may hindi pa ako nakwento.

a few weeks ago,while i was on my way home, i heard this girl tell her companion, "ano ba yan, pati ba naman puslitan at nakawan ng kaibigan, uso na rin ngayon..."

and i was like, "yuhh.so true..."

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in other news...

hmm...i was people watching the other day and i saw the cutest scene there was!:)

there were these two children (who were really cute) that bought some ice cream.the little girl acidentally dropped hers on the first lick, and her brother was like, "you take mine na lang.i'll go tell mommy you dropped yours so she can give me money to buy another one..."

aww.

cute huh??:)

that's one thing with little children..they always look after their own kind, especially when they're aware that one of their own was (literally and non-literally) wounded.

sana everyone is like that forever diba?

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i've been reading this novel entitled "maybe a miracle" by brian strause for almost 3 weeks now.i never got to finish it yet kasi andami ginagawa.

it's really nice.it's about an adolescent young boy who was relating the vegetative (comatose) condition of his little sister who accidentally bumped her head in the diving board of their pool.

basta, to make it short, annika (the sister) has been manifesting signs of stigmata and everyone was thinking what a miracle child she was and she was been feasted upon by the media and everyone who knows about her story.the worse thing is, even her own mom was alleviating her into virtual sainthood beasue of that.

her mom meant well, i'm sure, pero i am given the impression na ginagamit siya as a commodity, a publicity stunt to encourage people tp believe in God again.

i'm not yet done with it, as i have said,pero being the spoiler freak that i am, i browsed the last part and it was a touching ending.annika woke up from her coma, ofcourse, and she was a teenager na sa last part.

she and her brother monroe were talking.they're really close, by the way, eversince mga bata pa sila.and annika mentioned na she was being talked into having sex by her boyfriend and she was asking monroe what he thinks about it.

the sweet and touhing brotherly reply was...

"the thing about sex that it is great.it's like the most amazing thing ever.you know, as long as you do it with someone you really care about.and who cares about you.that's the most important part..."

they talk more after.but when annika asks if he was trying to gross her out, he said...

"annika, forget that whole conversation,okay?i don't know what i'm talking about.but i do know that i love you and that's never gonna change.no matter what you do, i'll always be on your side.you're stuck with me no matter what..."

"promise?", annika says.

he hugged her, saying, "you know, if you need me..."

"not if", she says.."when.maybe someday i'll be there for you too, you know.like save your life or something..."

monroe says..."you already have..."

and the entire ending is an implication in itself.annika was a teenager na eh, so she was driving her own car and stuff..and her brother felt na as she drove away, she's no longer entirely his to take care of.

aww.:)

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stay inspired everyone!gotta study na.totoo na to.:)